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WHAT DOES THE COLOR GREEN TRULY MEAN

YES, everyone that has CEREBRAL PALSY knows that we wear a GREEN RIBBON to show our pride for our disability and for community but do you guys know what it truly mean. I had an idea that it must have something to do with STRENGHT AND COURAGE but it means much more than that.    “Has healing power and is understood to be the most restful and relaxing color for the human eye to view. Green can help enhance vision, stability and endurance.” Not that, I’m not religious person but any means but I’m trying my best to understand religion more. While looking up what THE COLOR GREEN MEANS , I came across on what THE COLOR GREEN MEANS to the BIBLE I found It very interesting that the COLOR GREEN MEANS: “Green is obtained by mixing Yellow (trials) with Blue (Word of God). Therefore, the biblical meaning of color Green is immortality. (The leaf shall not wither –(psa 1:3). Green is also symbolic of resurrection which we see each Spring. ... The resultant color meaning in the Bible is Roya

TAP/KNOCKING

KNOCK, KNOCK!!! HI CAN YOU COME DO YOUR JOB??? That me, knocking on my body 24/7 365 days . Now you might think I’m crazy. Why is she betting herself up? Before you say you’re crazy let me explain. When you have Cerebral Palsy, you sensor on like a 30sec delay because it’s that not the brain not doing job because it is, just on a delay because the impaired in the brain from the Cerebral Palsy (I’m not say anything we all know that are brains are impaired from Cerebral Palsy, ( so please don’t get offended by what I’m saying or trying to say .)    All my lift my mom and my PT have said if only “ I can type myself or if you carry full length mirror You would be doing what you should be doing” Well that not going to happen. A few weeks ago my trainer show me the tapping/knocking idea. (well I’m sure people have taught me all my life but I’m just starting to wise my lazy ass up and listening, it must be the fact that after 40 yrs I’m at the listening point and slowing down poin

WHY NORMAL SHOULD BE TAKEN OUT OF THE DICTIONARY!!!

The dictionary describes “NORMAL” as “conforming to a standard; usual, typical, or expected.” So words that describe “NORMALE” are “ordinary, average, typical, run-of-the-mill, middle-of-the-road, common, conventional, mainstream, unremarkable, unexceptional, garden-variety” Unfortunately, now a days for most the world their “ NORMAL ” doesn’t come close to what is describes from the dictionary or for the that matter what society say what it should be. Over the last 18 years it have become “NORMALE” to watch someone life to play out on T.V. or on social media but when someone sees me and boyfriend walking around together that not “NORMAL ” to them. The last couple days a lot of my friends have been writing about VALINTIMES and what it means to them with their DISABILLTY or how they fell about their partner . This is very hard for me because before when I thought I was in love it was very easy for me for to describe how I fell because I thought it was how I though I should fell

MY PRIVATE PAIN

People with Cerebral Palsy are 3 to 5 times more likely to us more energy in the parts of you where the Cerebral Palsy affects to you the most. ( for me that’s my four limes).  Just because we have Cerebral Palsy it does not we are of the hook of getting everything that able body people get as we age. (It just means we “ might age before we should ”) This is my private pain. As most of you know at 31 I broke my right leg in three places. It took me about two years but I did came back from this, to the pain I was walking without a walker when was around the house. I was so proud of myself coming back from this because none new what the outcome would be . While coming back from this the 3 to 5 time more energy took over and force on healing my right leg (by the way my right side is the dominant side and my left side the weaker side from the Cerebral Palsy) This where my energy ran out fast because now I have to deal with healing my right leg but also try to get my left side ( w

MY JOURNEY TO FINE WHO I AM AS A ADUT WITH CP

After, three years on this journey of mine to understand apart of myself better. After many groups, pages, blogs. Making friendship that will last a lifetime or last a moment in time. After, trying so hard to please people but in the end feeling that I myself had to be like others when I always told others to be themselves. I’m doing what is going make me happy and give me self-respect. I have learned and care me a little piece of everyone I have come across. I also may not I seen eye to eye with everyone I met along the way (but that’s life) It does not that I don’t have respect each and every one of you. I spent two weeks in January trying to doing something that I wasn’t very good at and realize as much everyone would to be good at everything we are needed where at strength lies. People have been telling me this all a long but like   a lot of people in life I have attended school of hard knocks. It’s just when you have something against you to being with such as Cerebral Palsy it